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psl bdax prak...aq adw knl s0wg mmat nie nme dye tengku mohammad nor ridzuan shah....0wg pnggil iwan..dye nnth mle2 aq knl dye bek nk mamp0z smpai ley tnggu aq smpai aq trima dye...dye sngg0op wlaup0wn aq xnk..dye akn tunggu jgk...aq start knl dye mse bln 6 ta0n nie..dye membe bf aq.. aq p0wn x tau npew tetibe dye c0l aq mse uh..aq tnye nie spew p2 dye kte x an x knl q k0wt p2 aq ckp r k0e spew p2 dye kte aq iwan r membe q0yum..p2 dye ttbe ckp i luv u at aq...pdehal aq bau jew knl dye mse uh...plik2..dye mix cple nan aq..tp aq x nk..start dri aq 2 aq juz membe jew nan dye..aq x d langs0ng prasaan at dye..lme la gax kte0wg membe...smpai sa2 arie uh,.membe2 aq ajax g klcc..aq ajax bf aq q0yum dye x ley ik0wt bub dye n0 money...cian dye..aq da pj0k dye..aq nk supp0rt dye..sume la..tp dye ttap x nk ik0wt gax..p2 aq t'pkir nk ajx iwan uh..p2 aq x sngke lak dye sngg0p dtg..p2 da smpai snew aq see face dye..ttibe aq mcm skew at dye..aq nie law 0wg yg skew malu ckit r nk tell nan dye...hehehex...bese r b'mle pdang p'tame...hehex..
slame aq jln nan dye..aq juz jwb apw yg dye tnye jew..mcm 0wg bisu p0wn adw gax...hahahax...mlu gler seyh,,hehex...tp dye kte dye epy dpt jmpe aq...
hahax...p2...
pde 17/10/2010..
dye mix cple nan aq..time 2 aq da mle adw prasaan tat dye..nnth aq nie ssah nk adw prasaan tat laki..tp nnth cmne lak ley jt0h at dye..agy p0wn mse uh bf aq crang an aq...s0 aq cm krang syg at dye,...ea r cpew x pnz blew d'p'main'an...aq syg at dye tp juz dh b'krangan...ermm,,..tp aq was2 nk trima or x an...aq x sngg0p nk mndua an cinte 0wg...tp..ble aq tnye membe aq sume s0kong iwan..dye0wg kte iwan uh lgy bek la..cute r..mcm2..kye..bub mse aq kuar nan dye...dye supp0rt kte0wg sume...best gler..bnyk gler r uit dye..
hehex...p2 aq ckp r dye bgy temp0h semnggu t0k pkir msk2..p2 aq dh pkir msk2...aq amek kputusan t0k ermmm....
pde 22/10/2010
aq tlah cple nan iwan..tp aq nk cple nan aq bkn sng..adw syart'y...aq bgy syarat at dye suh b'rubah...jgn mrempit,isap gnja,dadah..men cia...sume uh...aq lrang dye wat...tp dye kte at aq dye jnjji akn brubah demi aq...aq x cye ..tp dpn dye aq wat2 cye jew la..hehex...upe2'y..dye brubah bt0wl2..
aq mmg x sngke r..start dri uh aq agy tmbh syg at dye..smpai aq sngg0p crg an q0yum.,..aq dh mix clash nan q0yum tp dye x nk s0 aq t'pkse r mndua an dye...time aq cple nan dye mmg best r aq ckp..ble aq x d kdit je dye tpup an aq...time mlm2 dye c0l aq..sembunk2 nan dye best sgt..l0rat prak dye aq x pena lpew..heheex..lwak dye klakar sgt...dye uh ske b'crite..hahax...
aq syg sgt at dye..p2 sutu ari uh..aq gd0 nan dye bub aq gax la..aq late eply mc8 dye..dye c0l aq x angkt..mcm2 r..smpai stu thap uh dye bengang dye amek blek sume bnde2 bd0h uh...aq mngam0k r at dye bub aq x nk dye jdy tr0k an ...aq syg at dye aq x nk k'hlagan dye...(time 2 r)tp hakikat'y dye bwat jgk...ble aq tnye npew amek bnde2 uh blek dye kte stress...p2 aq mrh sgt2 at dye...smpai aq mix clash an dye blek,.,dh clash aq ase mnyesal lak bub dye uh baek..p2 g r tau nsha yg aq nk cple blek nan dye nsha p0wn tl0nk r aq...tl0nk pnye tl0nk akhir'y aq nan dye blek...huhuhux..time uh ase epy sgt..tp da x sweet cm sbl0wm'y..dye kte jgn lrang apw yg dye nk wut..biar la dye men cia kew amek gnja kew..biar je..aq cdyh gler..tp da i2 yg dye nk aq bgy jela...smpai b0ley d'kte an arie2 aq ngez bub dye je r..fed up p0wn adw gak...ermm...p2 dye nk min0m rac0n bub nk dye kte dye nk mati...dye dh x taan nk id0pat 2nie nie agy..dye x pena bhgie dri kcik smpai bes0...x tau r bt0i ke x.. aq ase x k0wt..hehehex...aq pj0k dye aq ckp x yg la amek rac0n..tl0nkr r..mcm2 aq ckp tp dye ttap nk amek gax...ec0k'y aq blek 0ztel..aq bwk ncet...mse at skola adq dye g tau iwan ms0k h0s bub min0m rac0n ml0t dye buih2..aq ase nk pgi jew jmpe dye n g tau yg aq bt0wl2 syg an dye..npew dye sngg0p wut aq cmnie an...p2 dye k0ma..dlm bpew arie uh dye da sdar...alhamdulilah ...aq ase lega sgt..tp mlm uh dye c0l aq dye maki2 aq...aq t'kj0t sgt..npew ttbe dye maki aq tr0k gler2...smpai aq x ley ckp cm 0wg bisu...aq mmg sdyh gler r time uh...p2 dye ckp nan aq jgn skali2 k0e nk mix clash nan aq...law k0e mix ...aq pijak2 k0e smpai mati...aq x d r mix..tp aq ckp nan dye yg aq nk stei jew nan q0yum...dye kte t'plang la..yg pnting dye syg sgt2 at aq..iwan ckp r..aq p0wn ase x smpai aty nk tnggal 0wg yg aq syg..ble aq pkir2 blek smpai ble aq nk mndiam an diri dri q0yum..satu mlm uh iwan g tau aq dye x ley c0l mlm uh bub dye nk men cia..aq dgr mmg t'luke gler aty aq mcm d'curh an asid...sedih sgt2...p2 ec0k'y aq dh x taan nan dye pnye prangai aq ckp nan dye yg aq da bhgie blek nan q0yum..aq dgr s0are dye b'ubh tp dye c0ver..p2 dye tr0z tt0p tep0n...0ff agy uh..es0k'y membe dye g tau aq yg sna'y iwan x men cia p0wn mlm uh..dye juz nk jelez an aq jew..dye nk tng0k aq syg at dye 0r x...tp mmg aq syg at dye..dye jew yg x cye..p2 membe dye ckp dye kecewa sgt ble dgr yg aq dh bek nan q0yum blek...smpai dye tumb0k bpak dye..bpk dye rep0rt p0liz ..dye lari..p2 membe dye s0h iwan uh b'serah diri jew..dye p0wn b'serah r...dye ms0k jail..mak dye nk kuar an dye  tp dye x nk bub dye kte biar dye mati at cnie bub yana da x d dlm id0p aq dye nk blek aty q0yum blek...p2 aq ckp r at membe dye..s0h dye kuar gax...p2 mak dye pkse2 akhir'y dye kuar r gax dri jail 2...mak dye mmg ssah aty r time uh...cian aq tng0k ...ermm..aq epy sgt ble dye da kuar tp aq tnj0k dpn dye r...bub aq pkir dyue dh bnci at aq,..dye mnagez2 ckp at aq yg dye bt0wl2 syg at aq!!p2 aq mmg da amek kputusan muktamat t0k setie nan q0yum jewp..p2 sutu ari uh dye c0l aq bnykkali aq x angkt lngs9ng bub aq tk0wt dye mrh2 aq agy...aq da taan aq angkt dye tr0z pnggil aq pntat..
dye ckp "w0i,pntat!!asl aq c0l bnyk kli k0e x angkt r..!!dye ckp cm uh aty aq t'sentak cm kena bling btu jew..aq mmg tk0wt sgt time uh bub aq x nk khilagan dye..tpdye  hakikat'y aq kna tnggal an dye jgk...p2 ttibe dye snyp aq p0wn snyp la..ttbe aq dgr dye tarik hingus...upe'y dye ngez...aq x sngke yg msih syg at aq agy...wlaup0wn aq dh wut mcm2 at dye....aq da bnyk kali sket an aty dye...dye saba jew...dye tnye aq "npew mu wat aq cm nie yana?mu tau ak aq syg sgt at mu??npew mu pgy crik 0mar blek npew mu x nk nan aq??aq seda diri aq x sbaek 0ma..aq bley brubah dmi mu yana..tp npew mu x bgy aq pluang yana..npew mu tr0z wat kputusan cm 2 yana...aq sdyh auw yana...aq x nk khilagan mu yana..k la x pe law 2 yg mu nk aq lpz an mu.. aq punye ssah nk dpt an mu typ cm nie mu wat aq..aq tnggu mu pnye lme cmnie mu blz at aq...aq sngg0p wat apw2 yg mu mix cmnie mu wat at aq yana!! aq x nk bnde len aq juz cinte n ksih syg dry mu je yana!!tp law x bley x pe la aq red0..k la aq d0a an k0e nan q0yum bhgia hngga akhir hyat.."2 r ayt yg aq x ley lpe an spe blew2 mse dye luahkn at aq...slame dye ckp uh aq x b'suare lngs0ng... bub aq p0wn j0in sdyh skali...ermm,,,dlu kte0wg glak ktawe sme2..sdyh sme2..
tp skunk sume uh anye tnggal kngan jewp..dye dh brubh sgt skunk nie...
dye da kjam ,jhat sgt2..mngkin dye jdy cm uh psl aq!!aq mmg x sngke2 dye jdy skjam uh...dlm ksar2 aq at dye p0wn sna'y aq syg at dye..aq maki2 dye aq cinte sgt2 tat dye...tp skunk sume da x d..dye p0wn mgkin da bhgia nan p0m len...aq p0wn da kmbali tat q0yum,..tp aq tau dye msih dnddam at aq agy...
t'plang r at dye nk dndam ke apw kew...tp aq da map an sume slh silap dye at aq...aq syg at dye wlauapwp0wn yg jdy...aq x an lpe saat2 mnis aq nan dye... aq d0a dye bhgie nan p0m yg plih skunk!!!amin...sjahat2 dye aq x kn dndam nan k0e iwan...aq syg k0e cm aq syg an q0yum!!tp aq x bley kmbali at k0e bub....nnth la..mngkin aq x ssuai t0k k0e...tengsz 4 sume yg k0e tlah k0rban t0k aq!!aq jnjji aq x kn lpe an sume uh!!kl0w k0e nk tau skunk aq da bhgie nan q0yum...aq arap k0e p0wn bhgie nan p0m plihan k0e uh k....aq mix stu jew... tl0nk lpe an aq ea..k stu jew aq nk k0e tau....aq syg pdmu irwan!!ble aq rndu at k0e aq akn dgr lgu yg k0e bgy at aq uh ...n lgu cinte 3 segi uh mmg bt0wl la..sme dgn apw yg kte lalui nie...k la..trime kasih tengku m0hammad n0r ridzuan shah bub sngg0p b'k0rban demi aq!!tl0nk lpe an aq ea..aq juz nk k0e d0a an aq bhgie nan q0yum jewp..luv u s0 much!!p'cintaan kte tmat cmpai cinie sjew...pupye n slamt tinggal irwan shah!!herm3..
(skunk aq nan irwan da x d ppew hbgan agy...)